Not Sure where to start..

I am starting a weight loss blog to document my journey..who knows what will happen or where it will lead yet I might as well start it and let it out. There is a saying..you never know until you try. And that is what I plan on doing with this blog..document my journey..maybe just for me and possibly(hopefully) inspire others along the way somehow through my not so correct grammar, tangents and tons of periods....And talk about trying..wow! I've tried a lot of things in my life to lose weight..and some have worked and some have not..yet I always managed to gain it all back!!
I guess its like when tried to quit smoking for the 200th time after having 4 successful years of stopping and than going back..and than finally quitting for good for 9 months now! How come its easier to do the first couple of times you try it yet when you slip a few times it starts that yo-yo effect..its over with..smoking..dieting..financial issues..name your vice!
So here I am..Im going to try the best that I can to not filter all the thoughts that go through my head (well for some I just have too!)..Im one of those people who wants to say what everybody wants to hear yet places way too much emphasis on what everybody wants to hear that I dont end up saying what I want to say..so I than start to doubt what Im saying..and asking questions..even outloud..like does that make sense?
Oh..have I mentioned Ive been meaning to do this for way too long..and the fact that Im writing all this is kinda cool.
I feel proud! =)
So..what is a blog..Ive read many versions so not sure what the protcol is and all..so Im gonna just go with the flow and figure it out as I go..=) I like that..its hard for me to do that sometimes..just figure it out as I go along..kinda like a diet..I need to read the whole book, get all the recipes, all the food, equipment, have it all perfect and than I can start..and than I only do it for 3 days until I realize its too hard to do it perfect..I think you know what Im talking about..that all or nothing thing!! EEERRRR..I hate it..yet love the security of it..
Wow...this maybe my therapy after all..